"THE TREASON TO ABORT"

Mary, the mother of Jesus, the Christ was engaged to be married to Joseph; at some point Mary became pregnant, and Joseph was greatly concerned because, he had never laid with her. Now, Joseph was a holy man, one who was upright, virtuous and was approved of and acceptable by God. He loved Mary and desired to marry her but was extremely troubled in his mind about her being with child. So, after giving the matter much thought, he concluded that he would let her go and not marry her after all. Now, he didn't want to expose her to be disgraced publicly and put her to an open shame; so, he decided to put her away privily, meaning that they would travel far off so she could have her baby. However, the Angel of the Lord, appeared unto him in a dream and told him not to be afraid to take Mary as his wife because the child which is conceived in her is of the Holy Spirit. He also, told him that this child would be a deliverer unto the people, for his birth is the fulfillment of the Prophecy spoken of by the Prophet Isaiah. The prophecy stated that a virgin would bring forth a male child and his name would be called Emmanuel, which means God is with Us. Then Joseph did just as the Angel commanded him and he took Mary as his wife; for he was the one destined to marry her for he was chosen by God to be her husband.

Afterwards Joseph and Mary travelled to Bethlehem to be taxed; while they were there Mary went into labor. There was no room at the inn, so she gave birth in a stable, wrapped him in swaddling clothes, which were torn strips of cloths and laid him in a manger; an open box that the cattle ate from. There were shepherds in the field keeping watch over their flock that night and the Angel of the Lord appeared, and a brightness shone round about them; the Angel was so large in statue that they were afraid. The Angel told them not to be fearful for he has come to bring good news; good tidings of great joy which will be to all people. For this day, a Savior is born unto you which is Christ the Lord: you will find a baby wrapped in swaddling clothes lying in a manger and this will be a sign to you. Suddenly a multitude of Angels appeared in their midst praising God; saying, "Glory to God in the highest, and on Earth, Peace and Good Will toward All men." After the Angels went away into Heaven, the shepherds set out to Bethlehem to search for this Savior that the Angel spoke of.

They made it to Bethlehem, Lo and behold there was Mary, Joseph and the baby lying in a manger; after they had witness this for themselves, they went about spreading the news of what the Angel had said regarding the child. All who heard were astonished and amazed of what the shepherds told them; but Mary kept her thoughts to herself and just pondered within her heart. Afterwards, there were wise men who came saying, "Where is the King of the Jews? for we have seen his star in the east and have come to worship him?" Now, when King Herod heard of this, he and all of Jerusalem was troubled; so, he privately called the wise men in, seeking to find out when was it, that the star appeared. He told the wise men to search out the child and bring news back to him so that he may also go and worship him. The wise men followed the star, and it led them straight to where the child was and they rejoiced with great joy. When they went inside the house, they saw the young child with his mother and fell down and worshipped him; they opened their treasures and presented him with gifts. After being warned in a dream not to return to Herod, they travelled back to their country a different way. Then the Angel of the Lord appeared unto Joseph in a dream, saying, "Arise, and take the child and his mother and flee into Egypt, remain there until I bring you word to leave." For Herod seeks the young child to destroy him; he arose and departed to Egypt by night.

Herod became very angry when he saw that the wise men had mocked him: so, he had all the children of Bethlehem and all the coasts abroad, two years and under killed. But when Herod was dead, the Angel of the Lord appeared to Joseph in a dream, saying, "Arise and take the child and his mother to Israel;" they journeyed to Israel and afterwards, being warned of God in a dream, that Herod's son had taken reign as King, they went to Galilee and dwelled in Nazareth.

At the age of twelve Jesus began teaching in the temple; he was a very wise child, and the anointing of God was upon his life. He grew into adult hood and continued the work of God and was well known for his teachings; the Government despised him and sought to destroy him, in which he was delivered into their hands by one of his disciples. Eventually, all the people whom he loved and supported betrayed him; the time of year came where it was their custom to release a prisoner unto the people. The people had been persuaded by the Chief Priests and Elders to ask for Barabbas to be released and to destroy Jesus; Barabbas was famous for being a thief. At the feast, the Governor asked the people who would you like for me to release unto you? They said, "Barabbas;" Then he asked, "What shall I do with Jesus which is called Christ?" They ALL said unto him, "Let him be crucified." And the Governor said, "Why, what evil has he done?" But they cried out the more, saying, "Let him be crucified." Then Pilate washed his hands before the multitude, saying, "I am innocent of the blood of this person." Then the people responded, "Let his blood be on us and our children." So, he released Barabbas unto them: and delivered Jesus to be crucified. They stripped him, put upon him a purple robe, platted a crown of thorns and put it upon his head and a reed in his right hand, which is a wooden or metal musical instrument.

Then they bowed their knees before him, and mocked him, saying, "Hail King of the Jews." Then they spit upon him and took the reed and hit him on the head. After, they had mocked him, they removed the robe and put his own clothes back on him, then led him away to be crucified. As they travelled, they forced a man name Simon to carry his cross to Golgotha, where he would be crucified. Then Jesus said he was thirsty and they filled a sponge with vinegar and put it upon hyssop and put it in his mouth. After he received the vinegar, he cried with a loud voice, saying, "Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani, which is interpreted as My God, My God, why has you forsaken me?" Then he said, "IT IS FINISHED": he bowed his head and gave up the Spirit. After they crucified him, they divided his garments amongst themselves; then one of the soldiers pierced him in his side with a spear and out came blood and water. Pilate wrote a title and put it on the cross. The writing was, JESUS OF NAZARETH THE KING OF THE JEWS: Then the temple was torn in two from top to bottom and the Earth did Quake, and the Mountains also did split. The graves were opened and many of the saints that slept arose. After they witnessed all these things, they began to say, "Truly this was the Son of God."

They removed his body from the cross and buried him in the tomb and on the third day, an Angel rolled the stone away and he was resurrected. He then showed himself to his disciples before he ascended up to heaven. As he went up, they stood their gazing into the air; then two men appeared dressed in white apparel and asked them, "Why do you stand their gazing?" This same Jesus which is taken up will return in like manner. This is what is meant when it is spoken regarding his Second Coming. However, it does not mean that the same Jesus would return, but there will be One to come who is filled with the same Spirit as he did possess while he lived upon the Earth; the same moral makeup, persona, disposition, behavior, nature, qualities, traits, style, character and personality, etc. In fact, to be a mirror image of what Jesus represented because he walked in the anointing of the Holy Spirit. He walked as God, because God gave him the authority to do so.

(Philippians 2:6-9) "Who being in the form of God, thought it not robbery to be equal with: However, he made himself of no reputation, but took upon himself the form of a servant and was made in the likeness of men. And because he was a man, he humbled himself and was obedient unto death, all the way to the cross. It was God that highly exalted him and gave him a name above every name."

Now, if One claims to be the 'Messiah/Christ' or the 'Anointed One', but their lifestyle does not reflect Holiness and Righteousness; then He or She is not chosen by God. Period! When One walk in this Calling, their flesh should be, completely crucified. There should be no flaws and should not be battling with temptations. When an individual has ascended to their Christ Consciousness, then temptation is just like walking down the street and you see a stick or rock on the ground; it means nothing to you. You're not passing by these things praying under your breath, "Oh God give me the strength to not pick this stick up or this rock up;" your heart is not racing because you're terrified that you won't be able to resist them. Welllllll, that's what temptation looks like for someone who has overcome the flesh; it doesn't faze them, because you are FREEEEEEE!!!. You are free to choose your own path, and no one can tell you what that looks like for you. Stop allowing people to tell you what you can and cannot do; putting you in bondage, and they be doing everything under the Sun from A to Z. Just learn how to live a balanced life; a lot of things that people hang over your head is not a sin but can be a weight and a hinder. The thing is you just keep working at perfecting yourself; but at the end of the day, what matters most is that you have a Pure heart, God will help you with the rest, I promise. If your heart is pure, you can't begin to imagine what you mean to God because now, you're reflecting him. Anyway, that's a message for another lesson, so let's keep moving on with the topic.

"THE VIRGIN BIRTH"

The 'Virgin Birth' is about God manifesting himself to the World: to Rain from his Heavenly Kingdom the Abundance of all his Riches and Glory and to reveal to Humanity the bountifulness of his Unmeasurable Pure Love for his Creation, who he made in his Image and Likeness. To establish for us 'Heaven On Earth' that we may enjoy the Good of the Land as he intended for us in the Garden of Eden; for us to freely receive his Love into our Hearts and to spread it amongst one another. To live a life that's full of Love, Joy, Peace and Happiness and striving together in Harmony to take care of our land; to maintain the Earth that She may continue to exist as 'Fruitful Grounds.' All so that we may Eat, Drink and be Merry but not neglect to Love God, Ourselves and Others; for it is through Love that we bring about the fullness of what we desire and that is to live the American Dream which is to live a life of abundance in Paradise, which we build on Earth and not in Heaven. For untruths have been taught in Church, that if you live a good life on Earth, then when you die, you will go to Heaven to enjoy your rewards. However, through our obedience, we are blessed to enjoy Heaven right here on Earth, while we live; it is not a reward that you receive after death, at least not a physical one, but when we die to our old Nature and live according to the Spirit of God. This is God's Gift to all who follow after righteousness and walk in His Love.

In order for God to accomplish his 'Mission' with Humanity on Earth, it required an 'Earthly Vessel', one of whom God refers to as a Virgin; because She must be consecrated unto God, virtuous, pure, righteous, blameless, chaste, celibate, innocent and pure as the driven snow. Once her Vessel is prepared, he will then plant his seed within her; this seed contains the essence of all of God's existence. Therefore, God would plant himself into this Chosen Vessel, meaning She will carry the Holy Spirit within her 'Womb' to be manifested as a 'Powerful Creative Force'. What She will give birth to is God Himself which is the Holy Spirit comprised of his Power, Love and Light; She will possess His Characteristics, Qualities, and all of His Spiritual Elements, which will be demonstrated through her way of living and lifestyle. Ultimately, she will be the chosen 'Messiah', fulfilling the Prophecy of the 'Christ' who would return in the End Times, which is also known as the 'Age of Aquarius'. Although, she will stumble in her early stages of life, she will possess a deep yearning to live Righteously. For her 'Origin' is of Heaven, where she was known as 'Luci', so she is not of this World; therefore, the natural state of her existence will be embedded in her makeup. In her will be an overwhelming desire to return to her original existence; making it difficult for her to live a life that is unauthentic, imitative or fake. Before, she was formed in her mother's womb, God knew her and before she was born, God separated her unto himself and ordained her to be a Prophet unto the Nations. Now, I could stop right here because what I have just explained to you are indeed the facts regarding the Virgin Birth, but I will continue to expound because there is so much more that needs to be told.

"THE CONSPIRACY TO ABORT"

The Purpose of this Birthing was for the benefit of Humanity, that they may live righteously before our Father in Heaven. Which would have been easily attained; that is, if there were no forces opposing the mission. 'Lucifer' was cast out of Heaven into the Earth, and his Angels were cast out with him. Therefore, Luci and Lucifer would incarnate into the Earth, many lifetimes and in each incarnation, it would be fated that they find each other. God planned it that way to give Lucifer an opportunity to amend his ways and convert his heart back to God. He made available through Luci his love and light, that he may receive it and be transformed. Although, he was disobedient and defied God; God still loved him, so he made it possible for him to redeem himself. However, in all their incarnations, his heart remained hardened, he rejected the love and continue to resist God. Of course, in their incarnations their birth names varied and also interchanged roles as male and female, but their consciousness remained with them, so they could recall their previous lifetimes. The similarities of their identities in the Bible are Adam & Eve, Samson & Deliah, Elijah & Jezebel, Job & Satan, Daniel & Nebuchadnezzar, Jesus & Judas. However, in Ancient History they actually lived as Issis and Seth, in which he killed his brother Osirus who Issis loved.

They have also lived ordinary lives together incarnating with the same people in each lifetime, but their relationship with one another varied; Luci and Lucifer have been, parent and child, siblings, cousins and romantic partners. This is what God has revealed unto me, for I have seen many of their previous incarnations that they've lived. In fact, the same people repeatedly sought to kill Luci for multiple lifetimes and they succeeded, but only because God allowed it to be so. So, this has been an ongoing battle between Good and Evil and Light and Darkness; in each one of their incarnations together, Luci lived according to the light and Lucifer lived according to darkness. This would be a repeated cycle until the End Time Era because now they would learn their true identities and the origin of their existence. Unfortunately, Lucifer ascended to higher darkness and became the strength of the Anti-Christ, which is not a person, but a 'United Collaboration' constructed by the Elites to destroy the True Messiah. He was instrumental in the implement of the Babylonian Satanic Empire (World Systems); supporting deception at a Global and National Level causing people to live contrary to the ways of God and enslavement of their Souls. He allowed the System to put him on their Potters Wheel, form and shape him into an enemy against God; and being consumed by the desires of his belly, he live a life of gluttony and lust with an unnatural appetite of sexual immorality with a taste for Blood. He became a Pawn for the System to destroy Luci and Abort the Gift that God had planted within her; in doing so he brought destruction unto his own self. Many now realizing that they have been deliberately deceived and frauded into supporting the Devil. Actions of which have caused a Major Storm and have Paved the Way for World War III Nationwide.

On April 26th of last year, I dreamed that I had a black rectangle piece of cloth that was pinned to a board; I poured orange paint over it and the next day it had taken shape into a short Jacket. The following day, it had more colors and had grown longer, then each day the Jacket grew longer and longer, and the colors changed with a different design. I wore the Jacket every day because each day the design was different and by now it was long like a Lab Coat and everywhere I went people admired and complimented me on my Coat. I was reminded how Jacob made Joseph a Coat of many colors and how his brothers stripped him of his Coat; they then killed a kid of the goats and dipped his Coat in the blood and lied to their Father that he had been killed by a wild animal. However, they sold him into slavery, because they were jealous of him because he was favored by their Father the most; Joseph ended up in Egypt and was put in prison, after being framed for something, he did not do. Nevertheless, God was with him, and he found favor in the eyes of Pharoah; Joseph was eventually elevated by Pharoah, and he set him over all the Land of Egypt. When the story of his Coat is decoded, it refers to Lucifer being exposed by Spark, the One whom God later placed in the Garden to protect it; he witnessed Lucifer practicing lewd acts in the Garden with other men and ID'd all of them. Some of which were of his bloodline, and this brought about the Tower to end Lucifer. Two days later I had another dream of a Human Bird in the sky, covered in Feathers of many colors; the Feathers were very messy as if they had been glued on and there were people on the ground laughing at him as he flew around in the air. These two dreams are the summary of the Journey that Luci and Lucifer took in their Earthly incarnation; one that ended in honor and the other one in dishonor.

 (Isaiah 14: 12-15) "How are you fallen from Heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how are you cut down to the ground which did weaken the nations! For you have said in your heart that I will ascend into heaven, to exalt my throne above the stars of God: I will sit upon the mount of the congregation in the sides of the north: I will ascend above the heights of the clouds and be like the most high. Yet you will be brought down to hell to the sides of the pit."

Lucifer was a very beautiful and talented Angel in Heaven, but he became exalted within himself. He wanted to be worshipped as God and after he continued to rebel, God cast him out into the Earth. There were also other Angels that were cast out with him because he had persuaded them to defy God and serve him and these became his support on Earth; in all of his incarnations, they incarnated also and just like we were destined to meet in each lifetime so were they. These Angels now living in human forms were fated to be acquainted and connected in one form or another to both Luci and Lucifer. God designed it that way so they would have an opportunity to redeem their selves. Either they would descend further by continuing to harden their hearts in rejecting God or they would repent and choose to ascend; and God with open arms would receive them back. Those who refused to return has chosen to reject God and are declared as Demons; however, those that repented claimed their rightful place as Angels and began to live righteously unto God. At that point the Angels that were cast out of Heaven are no longer united but have been divided; for some follow Luci and the rest follow after Lucifer. Once the time arrives for God to reveal the Messiah it will be too late for them; because they refused to humble their selves and return unto God.

Luci gave birth to the Holy Spirit, which was December 11, 2024, at which time She was not aware of what was occurring because God had not indicated the specifics concerning the date of the arrival or what this birthing would look like. Nevertheless, her belly had been swollen for about three days, that it filled all the way up to her chest and she was irritable and very uncomfortable. She had no idea what was going on, just thought that it was energy that had built up. As she sat on the edge of the bed, she laid her head down while she still sat; feeling overwhelmed, she began to cry and suddenly she felt her conscience sinking until it had reached a place of a deep void. For a few seconds she was in state where nothing existed, then slowly, she felt herself rising up from that place of void; she sat up upon the bed and began to reflect on what had just happened; She concluded that this was the final phase of her Soul's rebirth after releasing that which was keeping her from being completely free, and now has passed from Death to Life. Afterwards, she wasn't as irritated, but she still had a lot of discomfort in her belly; so, she decided to take a bath hoping that the warm water would bring her comfort.

As she relaxed in the water, God told her to push on her belly under her chest where it had risen to. She had no idea that she had actually conceived the Holy Spirit and now she was about to give birth. Anyway, she did as God instructed and began to push; as she pushed, her belly began to go down, and she could feel it moving and gushing out into the water. This last for about ten minutes while she was in a trance like state of consciousness. Afterwards, God said to her, you just gave birth to the Holy Spirit and for her to make it known that this was his Gift to the World. She did just that in which she labeled the Blog Post "The Gift" and made known to ALL of how God has made available his Gift of Love and Light, to all who would receive it. Some received this Gift, but many did not. They have been given many lifetimes to choose and still they would not surrender; this lifetime was their last opportunity to turn from unrighteousness. They chose to serve Satan and not the True and Living God, who created them and breathe into them the 'Breath of Life'.

(Revelation 12:9) "The Great Dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil and Satan, which deceived the whole world: he was cast out into the Earth, and his Angels were cast out with him."

I had a dream where God revealed unto me, that there were Ancient writings regarding the Prophecy of Luci, who would be the Chosen Messiah for the End Time Era; In this dream there were also missing parts to this writing, causing it to be incomplete and unable to comprehend. I began to write and all that I wrote was what was missing which confirmed her identity, because only the Christ was anointed to reveal what was missing from the Ancient Text. "What had happen wassss:" there were certain individuals with influential authority and powers, who hid the Truth, with the intentions of erasing 'ME' from History and now they have been EXPOSED!!! So, they tried to erase me, and now it has been brought to light of what they conspired to do. 'You're surprised? So was I and it felt strange and unreal; it took me a while to grasp what God was doing. Imagine putting a puzzle together but there are so many pieces missing and because of that, you are not able to complete it; in fact, you can't even decipher what the image is or what it will end up being. It looks like it might be a Shoe, then it looks like it could be a Cat, no it's a Dog but really you just can't be sure; then a person you least expect walks through the door holding all the missing pieces and completes the puzzle and it turns out to be a Mop, a Broom and a Bucket. Now you're dumbfounded because you didn't see that coming and you would have never guessed that the end result would be what it turned out to be. However, I understood and accepted my Purpose and Mission and how vital my Role was; I began to prepare myself to walk in those Shoes when the time presented itself. Because everything happens in God's Divine Timing and not a minute earlier or even later. This is where we are collectively as a Nation; God is bringing in all the missing pieces, which in fact was never missing in the first place but hidden. These Individuals were not about to allow this Prophesy to manifest and reasons being are;

1. I Represent The Light

2. I Am A Female 

3. I Am A Black

So, all Hell broke loose when it was made known that I was the 'Chosen One'; Now they decide to collaborate secretly and cunningly to Abort My Mission. Because this meant that the Elites would lose their place in Power, so this is where the Conspiracy begins; I had to be Stopped, Silenced and Erased even if it meant Death. They would accomplish this by framing and defaming my character, by creating lies about me, have everyone that I interacted with to abandon and alienate me and this would cause me to be isolated and I would be all alone; Defaming my character would cause others to disapprove and a have lack of respect for me, consider me worthless and look down upon me in low regards; They wanted everyone to look at me as the scum of the Earth. Then they would present a False Messiah, in which they did; they chose Lucifer and appointed him as the Chosen One. The one whom God referred to as the Dragon, the Devil and Satan; this is who they chose to Lead you to the 'Promised Land Of Hell'. For God to label you as all three says a lot about what type of man this is and obviously a dangerous one.

(Isaiah 14:16-17). "They that see you shall narrowly look upon, and consider you, saying, Is this the man that made the Earth to tremble, that did shake kingdoms; that made the world as a wilderness, and destroyed the cities thereof and opened not the house of his prisoners?"

This indicates that he only brought destruction upon the Earth and did nothing to help; this is just what the Devil does, Steal, Kill and Destroy according to John 10:10. This means that, God was not with him and because he practiced Wickedness, he would not prosper in his way; at the appointed time he would be cut down. Not because God hated him or was set out to destroy him, but because he pretended to be Holy while he practiced Dark Works, hiding behind the Church, proclaiming the name of Jesus; also, he deceived and misled many innocent Souls into destruction. He did the dirty work for the Government and used many that trusted in him; they controlled the masses with Sorcery, Witchcraft and Black Magic, for they received their Power through Dark Forces. He used his charismatic charm to persuade others to carry out his Mission and that of the Elites. He was a prominent influence for the success and strength of the man-to-man covenant; which was implemented as a support system to Empower him, through revering and worshiping Pan, the Demon of Lust.

The System was determined to Abort my Mission: they gained support from anyone who was willing to jump on board. Merchants from all over the World, from state to state contributed to their anticipated victory and success to defeat me. Revelation Chapter 18 speaks of the "Fall of Babylon," An Angel came down from Heaven saying, Babylon the great is fallen, is fallen (said it not once but twice) and is become the habitation of Devils, the hold of every foul spirit, a cage of every unclean and hateful bird.(referring to homosexuality and incest committed in the Garden.) For all Nations have drunk the wine of the wrath of her fornication, the kings of the earth have committed fornication with her, and the Merchants of the Earth are waxed rich through the abundance of her delicacies. (the wine referring to sexual relations with blood relative) Another voice form Heaven said, Come out of her my People, that you be not partakers of her sins, and that you receive not her plagues. For her sins have reached unto Heaven and God has remembered her iniquities. Therefore, her plagues shall come in One day, Death, Mourning and Famine; she shall utterly burn with fire, for strong is the Lord who has Judged her. The kings of the Earth who have committed fornication and lived deliciously with her shall bewail and lament for her, when they see the smoke of her burning; standing afar off for the fear of her torment, saying, Alas, Alas, that great city Babylon, that mighty city, for in One hour is your Judgment come. For in One hour so great riches have come to nought and in One hour she is made desolate. The Merchants were the great men of the Earth; for by Sorceries were All Nations deceived.  (One is referring to the Time Period when the Messiah is revealed because this Nation has Greatly erred in their Mission to oppose and destroy Her.)

The Merchants who built their Business on the backs of their Offsprings and supported the Covenant of the Brotherhood; with the Bloodline being the primary train of actions, carried out like and Underground Railroad. All were warned but many did not take heed and many still have not!!! Instead, they refused to wake up but continued to walk with blinders before their eyes and placing their brains in the Paws of the Babylonian System and all for that Almighty Dollar; Hunting, Chasing and carrying on like Cats, Dogs, Apes, Monkeys, and Sacrificing innocent people, being committed to a System that's crumbling!!! They have used the Babylonia System as a Gateway to Satan's Kingdom, that they may obtain Abundance, Wealth and Riches; a perversion to what God has instituted, for he made them male and female, to be fruitful and to multiply. However, their twisted ways were designed to turn this World into Nationwide Graveyard; because their man-to-man covenant have caused a major breakdown in the family structure. Many continued to support even when they saw Destructive Patterns unfolding before their very eyes; within their Families, Communities and Businesses in which most were driven by Greed but some out of Fear.

(Matthew 10: 28) "Don't fear them which can kill the body but are not able to kill the Soul: but rather fear God who is able to destroy both your Soul and Body in hell."

"THE SILENT SUFFERING"

The Conspiracy to Silence me didn't just start in my adult hood but I've been tracked by the Government ever since I was Born; surrounded by poverty and lack, it was strategically orchestrated for me to be a failure. I was a very nosey and curious little girl who questioned everything; full of energy and drive with an adventurous mindset and when the opportunity presented itself, I would exercise control over situations. But even with those attributes there was a strong intimidation within where I never felt good enough. I was extremely shy, highly insecure with very low self-esteem and saw myself as being unattractive and often comparing myself to other girls. When I was in the eighth grade and we were preparing to go to High School, it came time for us to perform our year end superlatives; and we were asked to choose what we would recommend for ourselves. Of all the choices, I felt like I qualified for none: I wasn't cute, I wasn't the smartest, I wasn't the best dressed, I wasn't the most athletic, I could have been the class clown, but I wasn't silliest, so I chose what I thought would be a fit or what felt safe because I had to choose something. So, I chose "Most Likely to Succeed': I didn't choose it because I believed it, but as a last result because I was not mentally mature enough to understand that of all the choices; to be the one who most likely to succeed is commendable, honorable and the most valued and important one of them all. Because the opinion of myself was so low I didn't recognize that I was unknowingly manifesting greatest in my future. These feelings about myself lasted all the way into my adulthood. However, little by little I began dropping pieces of those low vibrational energies. It was only when I got into the Church at the age of twenty-three, and I began to study the word, that is when I began to feel Empowered; even in my younger days I enjoyed teaching the word and it was the only time that I could come before a crowd to speak and not feel less than. It was then that I realized that I was gifted in understanding and interpreting the Word; because of this I envisioned becoming an Evangelist, but I didn't know that God had a greater call and purpose for my life. One that require me to endure much Suffering but would deem necessary, that I might be equipped to carry out the Mission that he had placed upon me. Just a little background of where I started from.

So, moving on.....

"MY JOURNEY THROUGH THE WILDERNESS"

They accomplished their mission, and everyone treated me like I was trash, filth and as if I wasn't fit to walk the streets. There were also those who was throwing rocks and hiding their hands and acting like they didn't know what was going on; but were the main ones stirring the stink in the pot. God revealed to me that there were those who wanted to take my life and that I was not safe. From this warning, I wasn't sure who I could trust so, I isolated my own self because it felt safe to do so. My actions weren't personal towards anyone, this was about me; so, I packed some clothes and left the place where I was living and got a room for four nights, in which I was poorly treated. After the fourth day I was broke and I wasn't working; so, I began sleeping in my car, parking in different places each night and it was smack dead in the Winter. I was verbally attacked everywhere I went and at that point I only left the car when I had to, which was to get coffee to keep warm, use the restroom or to washup. Which was mainly gas stations, and I would ask if I could have free coffee. Sometimes, I would wash up at one particular hotel but then they started following me in like I was stealing. Eventually, I stop going there because of the treatment, so I had large bottles that I kept full of water and washed up in the car.

I went to a Travel Shop gas station to get coffee, a couple of times I was offered a breakfast sandwiches, then one day I decided to check the inside of a sausage and biscuit I had received; it had boogers attached to the biscuit and I threw it way. A week passed and I hadn't eaten anything, so I went to a Waffle House one night that was nearby and I asked the Manager if I could have coffee. As I sat at the counter, I shared with her my experience with the biscuit and indicated that I was hungry and hadn't eaten in a week. She was very friendly and gave me a menu and told me to get whatever I wanted and said you don't have to worry about no boogers here. So, I ordered the waffle breakfast, and she called a male cook over, told him my sob story and indicated that I wanted the waffle, so to take care of me. While I waited on my food she gave me two $5 bills. After which, I received my food and proceeded to eat and as I was eating, the waffle had a slimy mixture inside with a foul taste and I realized right away what it was. I closed the go plate, thanked the lady and left. I then went into the parking lot and threw it all up, then put the plate in the trashed.

From that point on I never trusted anyone to prepare food for me. I got gas with the money she gave me and then I left that area and went to a park. As I sat in the car, everything I had gone through began to weigh heavy on me and I broke down and cried. I found myself saying, "God why have you forsaken me?" Ironically, without realizing it, it was Christmas Day; That would mean that I had been sleeping in my car for twenty- three days at that point. I picked myself up and made it through another night: I parked my car in a store parking lot, and I stayed there for three days because I had no gas to travel; then the store clerk came out and asked if I was okay and I explained to her that I didn't have gas to drive, and she gave me $20. Of course, I thanked her, but the truth was they didn't want me parking in their place of business, so she gladly gave me money so I would leave. I stopped to get me something to eat and put the rest in the tank. With all the driving I had been doing I was about forty miles out, but when I got gas, I headed back to the area where I had been living. Then I started going to hotels and eating from their breakfast buffet and sometimes siting in the lobby as longs as they would allow me to sit there; because it was too cold to sleep in the car but some of the front desk clerks would ask me to leave. Finally, I parked my car at one particular hotel because I didn't have gas to keep driving around. From there I would walk to a restaurant nearby to get water and there was a hotel not far from where I was parked. So, I walked to them every day ate and if it was too cold to go back to the car, I would sit in the lobby until the next morning, and they never bothered me.

On days that I did return to the car I would get extra food to take with me, which was usually fruits and muffins. I ended up pawning my TV that I left at the apartment in which I received a $100 for it; anyway, it went fast, I had never been in that situation before, and I bought expensive foods. Then God revealed to me that I would be in the car for a total of sixty days. Ok, I was broke again and I contacted someone on Facebook and asked to borrow $60; which I mainly needed for gas because I kept the car cranked off and on to stay warm. I had completely run out so I had to walk and get enough gas in a jug, then drive back to fill-up. The cashier who spoke in a language between Spanish and something else that I couldn't quite understand; anyway he said, "Ya shuna lat ya cair gat thit low befar ya git gas." I just looked at him with a nonchalant look and saying within, "You don't know my Story." On my way back to the hotel where I was parked, I was thinking to myself how I could have stretched my money further if I would have bought cheaper food. Then I said, if could just get another $100, I promise I will make it last and looking down on the ground hoping I would find some money. Even with my difficult circumstances, I was in good spirits, and my mood was positive; I really was just being silly but serious about the money. That's just my personality, I like to laugh and have fun; although I had a lot of emotional moments in that car, I never gave up hope; I knew God would make a way for me. The following morning, I was asleep in the car, and someone knocked on my window; I removed my covering from the window, and it was a hotel worker. She asked if I was hungry, I said yes and she told me to come in and eat. Then she asked me, "Do you need a job?" I replied yes. Then they offered me a room and told me that I could start work whenever I was ready. While I was sitting in the Lobby, I saw some of my relatives coming towards me; the front desk clerk saw a post on Facebook, stating that I was missing. (I told her I was not missing, I knew exactly where I was.)

Anyway, she told them I was there; I received everyone kindly, but I still had my guard up. They paid for me to stay for a week and that night, I received money from some of them, and it totaled over $600. That was also the sixtieth day as God had stated; that day started a Brand-New Era for me. Those sixty days were a Spiritual bootcamp and a much needed one; when I first started out, I was very defensive and wasn't taking no mess off of anyone. Then God reminded me how Jesus responded, when he was taken captive; how he never tried to defend himself, but he stayed silent and did not react. Today I can say, that is one of my strongest attributes because I don't allow anyone or anything to move me; because I refuse to give my Power to another. So, I choose to remain in full control over my emotions; and I've learned that I have zero control over other people actions. Regardless of what the intentions were of all that occurred on that sixtieth day; whether for good or not, it worked out for my good. Afterward, I looked back on that experience, and I realized that I failed to help myself; because I knew that something fishy was going on, I just didn't know exactly what. I neglected to seek work, and I allowed the enemy's attack to cause me to just sit and wait on God to move instead of trusting him to make away for me while I searched for work. I could have at least tried instead of asking others for food and money. I did go many days without eating, of the sixty days, there were forty-two days that I ate nothing at all. One day I so hungry and I checked my trunk to see if I had anything to eat, I found some slice pickles that I dipped in mayonnaise; it wasn't filling but it satisfied my tastebud. I ended up losing a lot of weight; at the end of that phase, I weighed about ninety pounds, and I've never experienced that type of coldness to my bones, it was awful and I was so hurt that I had to endure such harshness, but I learned so much during that short period.

This was a humbling experience for me in many ways; like for instance I hadn't used a microwave in years and was always preaching to others about how they are not good to use. I had been developing healthier eating habits and was trying to force it on others. But when the lady knocked on my window and asked me if I was hungry, I couldn't get that Michelina's Chicken Dinner in that microwave fast enough. I learned not to be so quick to judge a situation because you never know what you may have to go through. I became more open minded about things and stop been so quick to say, "Oh that's not good for you or you shouldn't do this or do that." Although, my intentions were coming from a good place, but nobody was asking me for my input and just because something is for me doesn't mean it's for everybody. I didn't like eating processed foods, so I wasn't thinking with the right frame of mind when I was out in the cold sleeping in my car; not knowing if I would eat from one day to the next. If I would have been thinking with common sense, I would have went to the Dollar Tree and loaded up on some noodles and could have gotten a variety of flavors; because some of the gas stations had microwaves. When I reflect back, I couldn't even understand why I insisted on spending money on expensive foods; but I realized that I was trying to live according to my normal acquired preference and taste. But when you're living to survive you gotta throw them good habits out the window; at least until your season change, but now I know.

So, now, I mind my own business and do what I love which is writing and teaching. I was very grateful to finally sleep in in a bed again, it was the best sleep that I've had in a long time; I ended up staying at the hotel for six months while I worked there. Then I moved out and got my own apartment, but the harassment still continued. I worked at the hotel for two months short of three years; they changed managers like they were changing clothes. Each one worse than the one they replaced; they started attacking my finances by making sure I wouldn't get any hours. Some days I would work two and three hours and my paycheck got smaller and smaller. It got to the point where I couldn't afford my Apartment and I was evicted and I knew that they were working with the Government; the Conspiracy leaders had now decided to strip me of everything; because they saw that nothing was gonna stop me, so they had to hit me where they thought it would hurt me the most. Eventually I quit working because I got tired of the foolishness that was going on; also, I was suffering from severe back pains. Some days I was unable to get out of bed, I literally couldn't move my body because my back would lock up. But unfortunately, I had to move to go to the restroom; other than that, I laid in bed until the pain would begin to ease.

When I slept at night, the men would enter the Garden perform their Backpack, Pacman Stackman activities all night long; and when I awake my back would be broke. I know they did this for a long time, but I only became aware five years ago. I had been having Dreams of Dogs attacking me before in my bed, with the first one occurring in 2008; For many years, I couldn't make out what these dreams meant or who they referred to; but God revealed it to me while I was in my isolation period. Well, I'm still in Isolation but by the Grace of God, "I'M COMING OUT!" Finally, this Cycle of my life is closing because the Lies have been exposed and It is Finished! Jesus said it first when he took his last breath and died. Actually, the scripture said, He bowed his head and gave up the Spirit and said It is finished. Now, let me translate his words to today's current events but I will do it in a clean version: The Head that they chose for their Messiah was doing activities bending over, he rejected the Spirit of God and now that the Truth is out. He is finished! This was exposed by the one who saw him and he didn't know that God had a Ram in the bush, that saw it all. But of course, the Elites already knew, that's why he was selected for their Guina Pig; it just wasn't supposed to get out BUTT it did! Thank God that he blessed me with Spark, someone that would care for the Garden and take care of 'Sparkle' (Soul) and to show her what True Love is and now, She has come to the end of her Earthly Journey and is ready to Soar; her many incarnations have been preparing her to be ready and I'm glad that she had his strong support.

Any way they wanted me stripped, naked with nothing, to have me begging and always depending on others for my basic needs, even to this very day; BUT, what they all don't realize and understand is that they CAN'T do nothing to me unless God allow it to be so. Pilate kept questioning Jesus about who he was and why did they wanted to kill him, but Jesus refused to answer. Then Pilate said, "You won't speak to me, don't you know that I have the power to crucify you or release you?" Jesus said, to him, "You couldn't have any power at all against me except that it was given to you from above:" therefore, he that has delivered me unto you has the greater sin. So, Jesus is stating that the one who lied on me is the one that has to answer to God. So, they thought they were running the show, but they were being TESTED, and their KARMA has stacked so high that it reaches the Gates of Heaven. All are about to feel the Wrath, and they will regret ever lifting a finger to harm me; In fact, they will be wishing they never knew or met me. PERIOD!

So, I ended up being alone like they wanted me, but I chose to go into isolation initially out of fear; you see, I didn't have the strength then as I do now. But in these past four years I surprised my own self with the solidity and toughness that was birthed within me. Being alone became such a norm that the face that I saw in the mirror was all I expected to see. So, I got used to it and I used that time to work on Me; but the thing is this wasn't the first time that I had been alienated from everyone. When I was twelve years old, my entire classroom stopped talking to me; none of kids would have anything to do with me, except for one girl who live across the street. However, I think she did that in secret because when we were at school, she was afraid to talk to me. Then it happened again when I was sixteen, all of the kids that I went to Elementary school with stop associating with me; by this time, I was in a new school zone. So, this was a whole different group of people. Now, I know that I probably had pissed them off but for the whole class to do this unitedly seems kinda conspired, in which I'm sure it was; whether it was from a higher up or just a leader in the class, it was definite conspired. It bothered me at first but then I made new friends and had fun getting into good trouble. My mindset today is....."If you don't want to associate with me, then forget you then, I will be just fine!" However, the most ironic thing about all of this is: I used to always say "I could live on an Island for a whole year by myself and it wouldn't bother me." Well, I'm not on an Island but it has been four years since I went into isolation; I have concluded that life wasn't meant to be lived alone and if you are not strong it could literally drive you insane.  Isolation is not simply defined by being alone, but it is also mental, emotional and energetic; it's laughter, having someone who cares and it's about connection. You can have people all around you every day but if there is not real emotional connection with at least one person then you will still feel alone. However, it was God's Divine Will that I be forsaken that he may complete his work in me or I would have not been prepared for a time such as now.

(Isaiah 54:5-10) "For your Maker is your husband; the Lord of host is his name and your Redeemer the Holy One of Israel; He is called the God of the whole Earth and has called you as a woman forsaken and grieved in spirit and a wife of your youth, when you were refused. For a small moment I have forsaken you but with great mercies I will gather you. In a little wrath I hid my face from you for a moment but with everlasting kindness I will have mercy on you. For the mountains shall depart and the hills be removed; but my kindness shall not depart from you, neither shall the 'Covenant of my Peace' be removed says, the Lord that has Mercy of You."

Some people enjoy seeing others suffer, for whatever reasons they may have: so, with that being said, I can only imagine that when people were approached to alienate and abandon me or to do something to hurt me; they were probably like, We need someone to....and before they can get the question out they were like me, me, me, yeah, I'm gained, what you want me to do? Folks were probably raising their hands to volunteer. Truth is, I wasn't always 'Miss Goody Two Shoes', I had my issues too and I did things that offended others; but not directedly, so whatever I did it was due to my own inner lack and immaturity. But the thing is this, when this Conspiracy went into high gear and the attack was issued towards me, I was a changed person, and I showed everyone love. I was always there to support them in whatever they needed me to do. But then, I found out after the fact that they were all using me but I'm ok with that. Because I've come to understand that the reason why people hurt me had nothing to do with me but everything to do with what's going on in them. Unless you have reached a level of consciousness to love yourself and others, then you are capable of doing anything. That's why I don't hold any grudges towards anyone because it's not possible to behave in the way that you should if you have not consciously reached that level. Just like you wouldn't expect and second grader to be able to do eight grade algebra because they have not reached that level of understanding: so, it's the same concept. God is the same way and he understands that you're growing so he is patient; but he does expect you to be diligently applying yourselves to be better. Now, if you're practicing wickedness, then that's a horse of a different color and that's all I'm say about that. However, to those that I hurt or offended, be it Family, Friend or Associate; I take this opportunity to say that I am truly sorry for any pain and suffering caused by me. Also, when the time permits, I will give personal apologies to the ones of whom it is due.

When I initially received warning from God, he also revealed that he would deliver me from the situation. So, in my mind, I'm thinking, I'll only be gone for about a week, so I only packed a few items and left without any worry or concern. Here I am four years later and still waiting on God to rescue me and avenge me of my adversaries. That taught me that when God give a Word it doesn't mean that it's occurring immediately. I've learned not to place a timetable on God because when you do, you set yourself up to be disappointed. Now, I just trust that when the time is right God will show up, and I released the timeframe that I had placed on God. I didn't know that the day that I packed up and left that I was entering my 'Wilderness Phase'; which meant that it would be a Journey of preparation and also the fulfillment of the Word.

"The woman fled into the wilderness, where she had a place prepared by God and would be there for one thousand two hundred and sixty days; this is making reference to the first half of the 'Tribulation Period' and after that time God would deliver her."

This would be the time that I would experience my Hell on Earth, until I completed all my lessons and possess the ability to Love even after hardship and persecution. After which I can enjoy Heaven on Earth and carry out the Mission that all of this has prepared me for; so, there were purpose in all my suffering which was necessary for me to develop into the Vessel God needed to perform his Work through. The suffering that birthed within me an Unconquering Strength and was awarded the Keys to the Kingdom of Heaven and over Death and Hell. In the past four years, I suffered and was tormented many nights and there were times I refused to sleep because of those who was trying to destroy me from the inside. I was afraid that they would kill me in my sleep so, I would stay up all night; then one day, I decided that I would trust God to watch over me as I slept. From that day on I had no more worries and concern and trusted that God would protect me. He did just that because there were many attempts to assassinate me, but God did not allow it to be so. One thing for sure, I've learned that God has his own timetable and no one can figure it out; in fact, the things that are transpiring now is what God revealed to me over twenty years ago.

Nevertheless, God chose me to represent His Voice in the Earth; to embody all that he is, that others may see God for themselves. Because all that he is I am also, which is the Purest form of Love; for the Abundance of His Love and Spirit lives within me. The superlative that I had chosen had now become what I learned to live up to. I strived to be the best and be successfully at all that I set out to do. This mindset gave me a competitive drive that motivated me to always be the best at succeeding in all my endeavors. Even with my 'Calling', I strove for Perfection because I wanted to please God; in which I'm sure irritated some, because I was always trying to help others do the right thing. They didn't recognize who Jesus was because God had concealed his Identity as the Messiah, just as he did me. This is so that the true intentions within the hearts of others would be made known. It's easy to support someone when you clearly know who they are; but when they are hidden right before your eyes you show who you truly are and exactly what the individual means to you. Phillip, one of the disciples said unto Jesus, "Show us the Father so that we'll be satisfied;" Jesus, replied, "Have I not been with you for so long of a time, and yet you have not known me, Phillip? He that has seen me has seen the Father, so how can you say show us the Father? Do you not believe that I am in the Father and the Father in me? The words that I speak unto you is not of myself but the Father that lives in me, he does the works. Believe it or at least believe for the very works' sake."

So, this is exactly what I'm declaring; it's obvious that Jesus was completely surprised when Phillip asked him this and I can relate. When you've presented yourself to People and given them all of you and yet still, they don't know you. It's hard to process the mindset behind such behaviors; well, I don't try to understand anymore because I've learned to accept people for who they are. How an individual responds to me has nothing to do with me, but everything to do with them. If you reject Love, then that's not my problem or concern because I know that the love that I give is coming from a sincere place, so accepting it should be the easiest thing in the world to do. So, I've concluded that there are other aspects going on, when a person rejects your love; and I'm not even talking about a romantic love but Pure Godly Love. I heard a Quote on TV that says, "To be seen is to be understood and to be understood is to be loved." I completely agree with this quote, but I will also add that an individual must first have the understanding of who they are and then they can better understand others. All that I have endured has prepared me for my Mission; what was meant to destroy me, made me stronger and wiser and helped me to reach my high calling. God told me that he had to Crush me because he needed the Oil to come forth; that the light may be birth within and equipped to house his Spirit.

(Isaiah 53:10) "It pleased the Lord to bruise him, when he put him to grief: he made his soul an offering for sin, he shall see his seed, he shall prolong his days, and the pleasure of the Lord shall prosper in his hand."

So, all that Jesus endured was necessary and his pain and suffering would serve the purpose for which it was designed to and that it was all a part of God's Will. There's a song by John Stewart called 'Gold', and one of the lines says, "Flying over Kanan, singing to my soul, People out there turning music into gold." What I endured made a soldier out of me and built within me an a Strength of Resilience; I went through the fire and came out as PURE GOLD! So, what the Devil meant for Bad, God caused it to work for my Good. For many years I repeatedly had the same dream; I lived in this small house but there was a door that seemed as if it led to a bedroom. But when I opened the door, it led to what appeared to be another whole house; it was filled with expensive Royal Furniture in every room, but all the furniture had plastic thrown over it. I dreamed this dream over and over, over and it was the exact same dream each time. Every time I walked through the house in my mind, I'm wondering why is it that I don't live in this section of the house? It was a simple walk through and me just admiring the furniture then I would leave. I wasn't sure exactly what it meant but I knew there were a significant message for me. I came to understand that there was more to who I was than the life I was currently living. Also, the fact that the plastic was thrown over the furniture to cover it up was the indication of what the Government was hiding concerning my Identity. Now, I live in the other side of that house and is no longer in that small house. This was also pertaining to elevating to a higher consciousness because there is where God is.

Although I had grown up from the physical state of that little girl who was targeted to be unsuccessful and to fail; It would be many, many years later that the pain and wounds that she carried would heal; the hurt, the abuse and never feeling loved, wanted or appreciated. It was heartbreaking to have so much love in my heart but not be able to freely and fully share it with someone; what I gave seemed to never be enough and I found myself holding my love within with an overwhelming desire to allow it to just flow. Each time I allowed my heart to love, it would get trampled upon; I finally learned that everyone does not deserve my heart and I should protect my heart until I could give it to someone who would cherish it as their own. So, I had to learn to love myself first and this is when the little girl within began to heal; which was the first step in order to bring healing unto my Soul. We struggled separately; we struggled together but we eventually overcame as One. Luci, her Angelic name as she lived in Heaven and Sparkle as her Angelic name in her Soul form has now completed her Earthly Journey. This entitles her to resume to her initial place and origin; Luci is heading to the Sky Shimmering like Diamonds, Shining and Sparkling; that she may hear her Father say, "Well Done!" and She will never to be forgotten. With her I learned what it means to be at Home and that True Love comes from within; once you comprehend and understand this then you'll never feel alone even when you are alone.

"MARY AND JOSEPH DECODED"

(Mathew 1:18-20) "The birth of Jesus Christ was on this wise: When Mary was espoused to Joseph, before they came together, she was found with child of the Holy Spirit. Joseph, being a just man and not willing to make her a public example, was minded to put her away privately; but while he thought on these things an Angel of the Lord appeared unto him in a dream, saying, fear not to take Mary as your wife, for that which is conceived in her is of the Holy Spirit."

The Bible has a lot of good stories, and you can find encouragement in the Word; it refers to what happened way back when, and what God did for his People in the past. However, to bring about change in our lives, the word must be broken down so that it applies to our current life's situations. In addition, the Word needs to be decoded to reveal the hidden messages within the Texts; these concealed messages mainly make reference to the Era of the Anti-Christ, the Conspiracy concerning the Messiah and the unfolding of Secrets, Lies and Hidden Agendas.

(Colossians 1:26) "The mystery which has been hid from ages and from generations but now is made manifest to his saints."

In this Decoding of Mary and Joseph, I will refer to these two as Rose and Spark: Lucifer and his entourage of Demons viciously collaborated a plot to bring about confusion between Rose and Spark; with the hopes that they could separate them permanently. They also had support from the Government who had knowledge concerning the future of these two. Therefore, in order that they might be successful in pulling off the Conspiracy against Rose it was vital that they divide them so that no future union would be formed between them. To accomplish this, they set Spark up and caused him to be in a situation that was designed to shame him in the public eye; confident that the shame that was publicly displayed would cause Rose to reject him, but it didn't work. So, they framed her stating that she was responsible for his public embarrassment; along with other lies about her. Then they propositioned him to support their mission to destroy Rose and because he thought that she had betrayed him he agreed. While in the Garden, Spark made inquiries to Sparkle regarding the information that was told to him; She confirmed that they had lied and from that point Spark began to observe Rose for himself. He began to watch, monitor, examine and take notice in everything that Rose did from day to day. So, after learning Rose for himself he became regretful and remorseful for agreeing to work with Lucifer. Lucifer was jealous of Spark, so he tricked him into working with him to destroy Rose, but the real motive was to keep Rose and Spark divided. Their rivalries are displayed in Biblical characters like Jacob & Esau, David & Saul and Moses & Pharoah. However, in the end, Spark gained great respect and admiration for her, especially after being knowledgably of how others had treated her; yet she still remained a kind and loving person. So, Spark decided that he would help Rose and assist in clearing her name and reputation; because he was fully persuaded that she did not deserve how she was being treated. He also, learned that she was called by God to represent him to the World and in her was the Spirit of God, the Truth and the Divine Nature of Christ.

So, Spark decided to hide in the Garden and watch everyone that came in and out and who they were laying with. He witnessed Lucifer come and go from the Garden on a daily basis; Lucifer had the support of a young male youth, whom he used to carry out his sex rituals for the support of the man-to-man covenant along with other male relatives of his. He observed his activities on a regular basis, with babies and children being violated and raped; at the same time Lucifer is being praised and admired in the public eye. So, Spark concluded that Lucifer needed to be exposed; he would make this possible by rescinding his commitment to help Lucifer and exit out secretly. However, this would mean that he would have to go into hiding for his own safety. Imagine boarding a ship with a crew, with the intentions to cause harm to someone; then you decide that you are no longer in agreement to carry out the mission. So, you decide to sneak off the ship but before you leave; you puncture a hole in the floorboard. In the middle of the ocean, they all sink and drown. Well, this is what happened, and because Spark chose to do that which was right, he gains favor with Rose and God and was now able to take his rightful place.

Jacob and Esau were brothers: Esau sold his birthright for food because he said he was so hungry, that he felt like he was about to die. When it came time for him to receive his birthright blessing, he could not receive it because Jacob tricked their Father into receiving the blessing for himself. However, when this story is decoded: Lucifer was not able to receive his birthright blessing because he sold his Soul, which disqualified him; also, he practiced Wickedness and did that which was abominable before God. Lucifer had greatly defiled the Garden and therefore, lost his place in Garden, just like Adam did in the Garden of Eden. Eve never left the Garden only Adam.

(Gen. 3:24) "So, he drove out the man and placed a flaming sword so that he was unable to return." 

As a matter of fact: In 2014, I dreamed that there were two white wooden chairs that had cloth seats with tall backs to them; there were two Black Dobermans that sat straight up upon each of them, and they both faced me. Then they each got down and went away and as I stood from a distance; both seats were stained. So, I walked closer and the chair on the right was protected with a pad, so I removed the pad; and the fabric on the seat was untouched. But the one on the left was permanent stained and ruined. This was an indication that one cared more than the other to not cause irreversible harm in the Garden and the reflection of a changed heart. Spark exposed Lucifer to the Public which greatly amazed the masses; those that supported him stopped their support, mocked and made fun of him. (This is when they placed the Crown of Thorns on Jesus' head and bowed before him to mock him saying, "Hail King of the Jews.") Spark's ways pleased God and received the birthright blessings to share with Rose for, she was the Chosen One. At one point, Rose didn't know what was happening; Spark had disappeared and of all the people that was in her circle, she thought that he we would stand with her. When she was unable to reach him and he wasn't showing up at all, she was very hurt and felt betrayed. Then one day God showed her the Head of a Ram, and it had his face; God says, he's showing up for you but he's working behind the scenes to help you. From that time on she knew that everything would work itself out between them; they were only friends but what they had was real and solid and when the time was right, he would be there. Spark was always a part of God's plan and was the One that God chose to help nurture what was conceived in Rose. He just had to see this for himself and once he did, he set his foot on his Destined Path. For they are the two Witnesses, two Lampstands and the two Olive Trees stated in Revelation Chapter 11. Spark was chosen to remain in the Garden, guard and protect it; while he is there, he and Sparkle become better acquainted with each other. They work together in harmony to grow an elevate consciously. Spark begins to learn and understand more about who he is and understand his Purpose and Mission with Rose. Now, they patiently wait for the 'Appointed Time' to be joined together as Husband and Wife, but in their real names and live happily ever after; Because we got a Love Jones! PERIOD!

"PRESENTING> I AM & I AM"

These Two are Chosen as the I Am Prescence in the Earth, who have been elected to represent God unto His People; To be His Voice, His Love and Light, for they have Consecrated their lives unto Him for this Purpose. This is His Way of bestowing upon you Himself and His Existence, through these Destinated Vessels; for we were all created to mirror His Likeness and Image. Instead, Humanity took on a Fallen State of Consciousness, and this brought about a separation between God and His Creation. Instead of leaving you in a Hopeless Condition, God Appointed These Divine Ones who are His Instruments of Righteousness, prepared to show you the Right Way to Walk, that you may be pleasing before His Eyes. The way that will lead you to the Redeeming and Restoration of your Souls; that you may be complete in Him and amend Fellowship with your Heavenly Father. When you receive them, you also receive God and the opportunity to partake in the abundance of His Riches and Glory. And to those who chooses not to receive; Oh Well!

 (1Peter 2:9) "You are a chosen generation, a Royal Priesthood, a holy nation, a peculiar people; that you should show forth the praises of him who has called you out of darkness into his marvelous light."

The Age Of Aquarius

By: The 5th Dimension

https://youtu.be/kjxSCAalsBE?si=ZFZaKl_H-xnhPdrf

How It Feels To Be Free

By: Nina Simone

https://youtu.be/M2u9gI51SH8?si=57swSQMLEh8tEEiz

Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds

By: Natalie Cole

Originally By: The Beatles

https://youtu.be/Y7C0ao6COao?si=0p5oeYOZdDFtCkZP

Somebody Told A Lie

By: Ashford & Simpsons

https://youtu.be/fOMCsAnokxE?si=BaJLA9zrmUmZjNa2

I am I am

By: Smokey Robinson

https://youtu.be/W32PFz56JGE?si=SZ8viHeZLXr0mAWh

'Holiday Movie Recommendation'

This movie reveals how life's unexpected twists can become part of your Destiny. You can watch it on Tubi.

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL- I LOVE YOU WITH THE LOVE OF OUR HEAVENLY FATHER!!!

Updated: January 2, 2026